We are all human, and by that I mean we make mistakes. We make poor choices, set ourselves up for failure, and enjoy things we know are bad for us.
The truth is no matter how much we do not want it, we need pain. It humbles us all. It reminds us that no matter what is out there in the world to make us strong, wealthy, or powerful; one person just one can destroy us.
And that is kind of fantastic. In a way having to trust ourselves, others and things we cannot control is remarkable. Trust is the most important thing in the world, and yet it is so hard to obtain. But some people make us feel so good or one moment might just be too perfect to not trust in it, even if we know its not a sure thing because hell, there is no such thing as a sure thing.
Pain also hinders us. It is a very fine line to walk and not many can do it. When pain is involved in a story we may be able to see one side but be oblivious to the other side. We might see how something we do or say hurts someone but we might miss the obvious fact that they love us no matter what, or that they look past it because it is just a moment of weakness.
We have all been weak. To act like we haven't is ignorant and a lie. We may not have been seizing in the backseat of a volvo station wagon, but even if we have its nothing to be ashamed of, the person who can see you in that situation, a situation of immense pain; and say to you I am not leaving your side no matter what you say or do. That is a true friend, one who is willing to take care of you when you can't take care of yourself due to intoxication or sickness. One who is willing to see you in that state and still not be able to take his eyes off of you because they care too much because you are that beautiful to them.
We are all in pain.
We always will be.
We just need to avoid the pain that is unnecessary.
I love you all.
This is for you.
Adam Sanno
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
To Everyone with a Song in their Heart
For a creative writer possession of the "truth" is less important than emotional sincerity. George Orwell
Writing is my outlet. I lack structure, method, hell I might be an awful writer to boot. One thing I pride myself in is my sincerity and that I love what I write about.
I have probably over 200 different poems, a plethora of short stories, and at least 20 idea's for novels, and my newest idea for a musical. I don't credit myself to be the next William Blake or Andrew Lloyd Weber or anything, but I take pride in the sense that what I write makes me happy. I used to hate writing after I would write something because I was my biggest critic. I hated my free form, I believed that structure and content was the most important thing.
Then one day I realized I shouldn't write to someones standards, I realized this when I had an inspiration. Something to write about that makes me feel in a way that I have to put it into words. Lyrics, verse and prose are running through my veins. I'm not saying you have to write, I'm saying that find something that inspires you and find an outlet of emotion to power your message through.
A day is an endless canvas, one can leave it blank or color it with the life's of others. Adam Sanno
Writing is my outlet. I lack structure, method, hell I might be an awful writer to boot. One thing I pride myself in is my sincerity and that I love what I write about.
I have probably over 200 different poems, a plethora of short stories, and at least 20 idea's for novels, and my newest idea for a musical. I don't credit myself to be the next William Blake or Andrew Lloyd Weber or anything, but I take pride in the sense that what I write makes me happy. I used to hate writing after I would write something because I was my biggest critic. I hated my free form, I believed that structure and content was the most important thing.
Then one day I realized I shouldn't write to someones standards, I realized this when I had an inspiration. Something to write about that makes me feel in a way that I have to put it into words. Lyrics, verse and prose are running through my veins. I'm not saying you have to write, I'm saying that find something that inspires you and find an outlet of emotion to power your message through.
A day is an endless canvas, one can leave it blank or color it with the life's of others. Adam Sanno
The Fear of Standing Alone.
People love attention.
That does not mean it has to be in a positive light. I throughout my life who met people who will be an asshole just to be talked about or girls who will flirt with every guy they meet who they can entice.
It is a sickening epidemic in the sense that people, like in my first entry, lose themselves. Just because you love attention and you long for acceptance does not mean you have to have a small fleet of people at your feet to be there to support you and to justify the person they know you as.
People always say that if someone can't love you for you then they aren't good enough for you. But the problem that we face in today's age is that people hate themselves and then they act like someone who they aren't because then at least they aren't the person they hate.
Just because people give you things or people act like they like you, people are shallow and cold now a days. They will do whatever it takes to get people to like them and if you are insecure enough to take everything in then you are accepting that you are essentially an attention whore.
Be you're own person people may love you or the may love to hate you, but in the end and either way you look at it the core of what matters is to love you.
That does not mean it has to be in a positive light. I throughout my life who met people who will be an asshole just to be talked about or girls who will flirt with every guy they meet who they can entice.
It is a sickening epidemic in the sense that people, like in my first entry, lose themselves. Just because you love attention and you long for acceptance does not mean you have to have a small fleet of people at your feet to be there to support you and to justify the person they know you as.
People always say that if someone can't love you for you then they aren't good enough for you. But the problem that we face in today's age is that people hate themselves and then they act like someone who they aren't because then at least they aren't the person they hate.
Just because people give you things or people act like they like you, people are shallow and cold now a days. They will do whatever it takes to get people to like them and if you are insecure enough to take everything in then you are accepting that you are essentially an attention whore.
Be you're own person people may love you or the may love to hate you, but in the end and either way you look at it the core of what matters is to love you.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Inspired by a Profound man.
I realized with my last blog I didn't keep with it because I was afraid to speak how i felt to a tee. I censored myself and kept the whole truth to myself.
So here it goes.
Dedicated to my literary inspiration.
One person is more important against the masses than the mob it is composed of, if you strive to be a free thinker in a world of people who are to lazy to form their own idea's and to scared to speak their mind you spawn the virus of curiosity. To see the norm and to think around it, out side it, to find what makes you happy and not what people expect from you.
When I say that people are lazy, I don't mean fat and slobs. I mean a deeper meaning, that people take what is given to them, the world that they see in the news and are told about by others is the world they know. They don't strive to find their own definitions of life, love, religion, or politics. They are taught something from birth and told everything else and the thought that there might be something outside the bubble they have made for themselves is scary to them.
"But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought." -George Orwell
This statement is one of the most truthful sayings I have ever heard. Just because you are raised a certain way doesn't mean you should limit yourself. Try to find your own way with a person, a way of life, or anything that makes you happy. The things that we hear are always by the people not involved in them. The news is reported by people who are not involved and edited to be show a certain way. Politicians are allowed to declare war and tell us how its going when they are not the ones fighting.
People of the world, do not listen to everything you hear.
Be your own person.
Think for yourself.
And develop your identity, don't mimic the norm, confront it.
"During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act."
George Orwell
So here it goes.
Dedicated to my literary inspiration.
One person is more important against the masses than the mob it is composed of, if you strive to be a free thinker in a world of people who are to lazy to form their own idea's and to scared to speak their mind you spawn the virus of curiosity. To see the norm and to think around it, out side it, to find what makes you happy and not what people expect from you.
When I say that people are lazy, I don't mean fat and slobs. I mean a deeper meaning, that people take what is given to them, the world that they see in the news and are told about by others is the world they know. They don't strive to find their own definitions of life, love, religion, or politics. They are taught something from birth and told everything else and the thought that there might be something outside the bubble they have made for themselves is scary to them.
"But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought." -George Orwell
This statement is one of the most truthful sayings I have ever heard. Just because you are raised a certain way doesn't mean you should limit yourself. Try to find your own way with a person, a way of life, or anything that makes you happy. The things that we hear are always by the people not involved in them. The news is reported by people who are not involved and edited to be show a certain way. Politicians are allowed to declare war and tell us how its going when they are not the ones fighting.
People of the world, do not listen to everything you hear.
Be your own person.
Think for yourself.
And develop your identity, don't mimic the norm, confront it.
"During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act."
George Orwell
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